Hello again.. or is it: "Long time no see!".
Anyways, i just have to tell you about this feeling that i have kept inside of me for the last few months. Everybody, i hope, understands now that i am in the circus. Modern form of newcircus, and i study, practice, and work with it as it is. The thing is this..
I have now been on FFHS for one year almost. (Fjordane Folkehøyskule), and i,m really not prepared for leaving this place! I have done so much fun here, and i have been training real hard everyday to make my goals come true. We are ending this year in May, so it's not so long before it will be over. (We started this circus year 23th August)Damn! I have been doing unbelievable much Parkour and Freerunning this year, and i will of course continue to go on with the training. But, this feeling i have is like that i have something bothering me.. i don't know what it is. What can i do to make it go away? It feels like something or someone is just tearing me apart.. i will, and have to find some inspiration and motivation in days like these. But it's hard, because you're so tired of all that shit, that is just "popping" out of everywhere. I think we are all strong, in a good way, and we just have to smile whatever happens, even if it's not our day. I have this "bad" feeling this time, but i know i will come back better, and stronger. Never give up!

So.. from being sentimental, to something more serious subject! I have a drawing project i really want to start on, and i was thinking of maybe try to put it in a "cartoon" category? Or maybe a normal-basic-digital-painting collection, who knows? The idea is to try make something that will catch your eyes immediately, and really make you feel the inspiration. But it will not be easy! I want to paint sci-fi, and some people in a tribe collection. I don't really know what it's gonna be yet, but i think it will be cool if i could make it come true, and you folks like it though..
Then again i can also make sketches, and rough work pictures to show the progress after a time of work.
I think it can be really good if i only get the chance to start with it, and try to accomplish the idea of a project!
So.. that's all!

Wake up son of mine
momma got somethin' to tell you
change is come
life will have its way
with your pride, son
take it like a man

hang on son of mine
storm's blowin' up your horizon

change is come
keep your dignity
take the high road
take it like a man

listen up son of mine
momma got something to tell you
all about growin' pains
life will pound away
where the light don't shine, son
take it like a man

suck it up son of mine
father blowin' up your horizon

change is come
keep your dignity
take the high road
take it like a man

mamma said life awaits
like a kidney stone
its just a broken heart son
this pain will pass away

This means out
This is your way out
Do or drown
Do or drown in torpor

Leave no trace
All my files erased
Burn my clothes
Burn my Prada trainers

Let's sleep together right now
Relieve the pressure somehow
Switch off the future right now
Let's leave forever

This is fate
This is your escape
Leave here now
Leave here like it's over

Let's sleep together right now
Relieve the pressure somehow
Switch off the future right now

Let's leave forever

Cherish
Two circular views of blue with a gray shade
So captivating
More than you know

False perceptions
That brought forth these questions of
Truth, love and hope
Now that you're injuring
I'll carry you with me just
Please hold on

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through your iris

Love's not all lost
But it's nailed to my cross
And crucified all that I've held on
To be awaiting
Anticipating a touch such as yours

False affection
A spawn of neglection
A love, lust, hoax
Please understand me
That now where you're standing
Is closer then I'd hoped

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through your iris

Your Iris
Your Iris

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
Through your iris

Disappear and dissolve
A weakening wall
Will one day fall
It's wise to sever our loss
I redefine pulse
A new iris

More too come..